philosopher's philosophy.....

2007-01-23T02:16:00.000-08:00

philosopher's philosophy..."frustration and..dilemma?"
put myself under stressful situation again.working is all about satisfying.satisfy the client,satisfy the boss.and wat the,im reali not good in doing this.yes, wanted to create a good piece of work,but when u've the intention of satisfying other's needs u will put urself in the box.a good piece of work?ha, a piece of shit.
still have to rush for dining room's design.just make an appointment at tomolo morning 11.arrgghhh!!!!

p.s. arrrrgg

2007-01-15T05:46:00.000-08:00

philosopher's philosophy..."it's pretty cool"
well i start my intern edi!!yo hoo.almost reach a month.not so fun,not so bored.it's...so so oni.boss is a cheapskate,offer 500 per month n hey im not cheap labour!but the most interesting part is meet the client.meet the client means u hv to go out of the office,which means ur freed from the prison!and u can take ur own sweet time at outside world!!yo hoo.and guess wat,me n my frend went to have a hi tea at secret recipe after we meet the client.{hope my boss wont see this *sweating*}one hour to meet the client one hour to have hi tea.it's like yin n yang,involves the problem of balancing n harmony.everyone agree?yup,i knew everyone completely agreed with this subject.standing in front of a client with a title of interior designer,for sure they will question u a lot n a lot,"which color do u think is suitable?" "do u think this will merge tat?" "where shld i put this n where shld i put tat?" smthg like tat.sometimes they dun like ur ideas.n smetimes they reject ur ideas!this is the time tat i feel like shouting at their face n tell them "im the designer!!" but well..u get money from them n u earn money from them.so client is the king.so shut the fuk up. :x
and we've to be careful with every single little words.there's this client,mr xxx{client's name is privacy}, a cheapskate too."well miss gan {obviously ms gan is me},do u think i shld hack the wall?" "oh yaya mr xxx u shld do tat,it's better to adjust it to another side,this wall blocks the view" after a while."ms gan,do u think i shld extend my kitchen out?" i was blur tat time,not enuff sleep yesterday nite."oh yaya mr xxx,u shld do tat.it will looks bigger"n after 15minutes time,he called a contractor.a wall is being hacked.and a kitchen is being extended.power of words.i just changed a client's house!!!realizing this when i was having my hi tea.power of words.but dun worry,im pro.the hse will looks nice afte the wall being moved and the kitchen being extended.im pro,so dun worry...dun worry...
but anyhow,i dun feel tat happy working in the firm.sack me sack me sack me...

p.s. more to come.pls stay tune

2006-10-09T10:17:00.000-07:00

philosopher's philosophy..."HAZE RETURNS"

ya haze returns.Puchong looks like a genting now.every morning wake up i will peep the outside world thru the gap of the curtain.wow.cant see the residential area opposite my condo.n i've been having headache since....long time ago.smtimes even cant breath.Effect of the haze.
Basically everyday is the same. my life is so bored.and everyday just looking forward for the holiday.yohoo.five more weeks to go.five more weeks of hell and after that i gonna get 3months of heaven.worth it.basically everyday is leading an unhealthy lifestyle.i hope someone can be there to hug me. and thanks peiven..she offers her place when i was reali down.but wow her place is super nice wey.i look at my room i feel like vomiting.but im studying interior design..so..fuck off.

p.s. to you, basically i don't know wat happened.but this's not the time to blame each other.i tot it shld be the time to love each other.mayb the further we go the easier we would forget where we start.to you.

2006-09-04T00:35:00.000-07:00

philosopher's philosophy..."im just..."
it's a new day again.again n again.Don't know where to go.Don't know what to do.everyday is juz...dragging,wasting time,crapping,stoning,lepak-ing..i wish to get back home :(
look for frends..celebrating birthday..hug my dirty bear..sad case i didn't bring it to kl..eat steamboat..driving..catch a movie..ya smthg like tat.it's better wasting time at jb rather than at kl.
next week wil be my design final.this week i hv to move into new apartment.pack luggage,do my technical studies's model,design drawing to scale,have a quick dinner wif family,buy a new bed,drawing perspective and rendering,interview wif ipzone n two company,do my autocad n meet up wif foong..ya basically this are all the things tat i shld do this week.
crazy.

2006-09-01T00:52:00.000-07:00

philosopher's philosophy..."sob sob"
well im quite down today..so sigh,drop a word here.
im so tired..cant even cry.oh how i wish today's holiday and so that i no need to face u.
i wish everyday is holiday.
kl's basically raining everyday.this is frustrating..coz rainy day couldn't stay at home,drink hot coco.wat i do everyday is juz doing assign at library..i wish to burn the library.
no movie.no neway.no hot coco.no new jeans.no man.no money.
wat a life i lead.
sigh.

2006-08-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

philopher's philosophy..."sweetness of ANNA SUI"
it was the first time.it was the very first time please believe me.in my life time,when im in sweet 18years old.god.i received my first bottle of perfume.anna sui's dolly gurl on the beach.the exact day is last wed..9th august 2006.oh gosh im high!!! well darling gurlz out there the feelings is juz different if compared wif other giftz.a bit surprising..a bit...well there's no words to describe actuali so experience it urself haha.
anna sui is sweett!!i like the smell.well almost everyday i spray it on haha.but halo im not spraying it on my armpit..the bottle is cute too.basically, i love it much!!

hey thankz for ur anna sui.i love the anna sui as much as i love u.
p.s. arghh..how am i going to get along well wif u? f.u.c.k

2006-07-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

philosopher's philosophy...''i've been ALONE''

where'd u go
i miss u so..
seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

please come back home....

2006-07-11T18:53:00.000-07:00

philosopher's philosophy..."Im PROUD of myself"

yea im proud of myself seriously yohoo!!!i've passed my drivin test yesterday n get my license!!!oh
godness,im such a genius,drivin rockzzz,speed means everything !!!
eh hmm,for those who did insult my driving skill,laughing at my failure before,some even bet that i cant pass this time,alrite for all these ppl u knoe who u r k,especially lau mexx xx,lim yii xxx...reali felt grateful to u all..without u guyz' so called encouragement i dun think i've the strong belief and confident that i can pass..*tears streaming down my face*
neway,say bye to my darling..take care min,altot u dunhv the courtesy and sincerity to eat steamboat wit me >:o but i will still miss u :) ...wit hatred..

p.s. cant sleep well recently..can u sing lullabies to me?

2006-07-02T12:48:00.001-07:00

philosopher's philosophy..."it wasn't OUR fault"

today's a bad day :(
everything doesn't seems right
i hate u

p.s. ya we r drifting apart,so what
u would never know,n i would never understand
tat's it

2006-06-29T19:15:00.002-07:00

philosopher's philosopy..."worKIN sucks"

im feeling sick today :(
appointment is full till nxt mon :(
life sucks..everythin looks nasty isshhh

hope smthg good will happen to cheer my life up today..
for instance..hm..maybe bang a handsome on the street n we exhange num as well..
good idea XD

p.s. stil feelin sick :(

philosopher's philosophy..."suNDAy cOUld bE a SIN"

2006-06-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

philosopher's philosophy..."sunday COULD be a SIN"'

oh well this would possible be my first blog's story..but basically i dunknow whether i typed it in the correct place n not sure whether it will appear in my blog or not..coz it seems that everytime i will bcome a blank-minded moron once i touch the computer..thankz for leefoong for helpin me doing dis blog too..thank muakkzzz love u :) well today is sun..sunny day as well..juz finish watchin st john's woth,it's basically a japenese scary movie..tat's wat i did every sun..wat a fuckin boring sun..arghh headache too as i sleep too much..sleep till 12 boh..oh ya..say hi to all my frends out there...i finally got my own blog hahahahahahah..
headache headache......X(

tomolo got to do medical check up coz according to my mum i m too thin..(??) well that's her opinion..hope the nurse might treat me better n gentle..oh ya got to visit my grandma in hometown too..hope she dun say smthg nasty..sometimes i cant control my hand from givin u a tight slap boh grandma..hope all my wishes come true,thanks god..

continue headache-ing..argghh i hate it!!